| I am completely amazed at how alone I have felt in this new apartment. Dad's not here to talk to when I don't want to talk to anyone else. I can't walk next door and have Sam give me a laugh when I need it. I am completely depressed in this apartment.
Don and I are talking about starting for a family on Oct. 1st. I've been told so many times by so many different people to start now and those 3 weeks aren't going to change much. On one hand I feel like I should respect Don's decision on Oct. 1st, on the other hand I feel like it shouldn't matter if he loves me and wants a family.  I feel so torn about this...
I waited 3 years, is 3 weeks really going to make that much of a difference? *sigh*
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| Well the new place isn't done, but it's livable right now. We moved the tv and PS3 down tonight. I'm really excited to be moved. It's a work in progress and I keep trying to tell everyone this won't be featured in the "Parade of Homes" anytime soon. Here are some pictures to get the general idea of the living room.
Ignore the crap in the left hand corner... it won't be staying.....
A view from the living room front door.
I'm so excited!!!!!
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| Just wanted to send a quick update and let everyone know that Don and I are moving!!!! We got an apartment. Actually my dad owns rentals and one became available, so we are moving downstairs... I'm so excited. We went in and saw all the work there is to do and we will be cleaning and fixing for a month or so, but it's totally worth it! I will have more updates as we go, but for now that's all the exciting news I have.  |
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| Good morning!!! I'm alive. Believe it or not. Things have been really crazy busy. I've been working a lot. Starting June 1st I will be going to 4 - 10 hr shifts. So, I will be working M-W and F 6:30-5. I'm very excited. I think this could be good for my life. Getting out of there one day a week is going to do me some good. Today is the Wrightstown City Wide Rummage Sales and Renee and I are going. Next week are the Kaukauna City Wide Sales. I'm taking off Friday to go to those too. I'm excited to find some goods. Hope everyone is doing well! Find me on Facebook and Myspace!!! |
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| Jan: Don and I get our new rings... life is good... enjoying work...
Feb: Nothing really going on... just working and getting things figured out.
March: *JP dies* ... my life comes to a crashing halt.
April: Don looses his job... can things get any worse???
May: Mom marries John, we like him...
June: Getting a lot of reading done, things are ok.
July: Sam's Little League Team wins the 11-12 Championship game and the 11-12 League Champs
August: Don gets his job at VanDynHoven. Things are starting to work out.
September: Sam becomes a teenager... eek!
October: 2 Year anniversary... things are great
November: Don gets his new car, eclipse takes a shit RIGHT after... yay! Paying off loans!
December: Get some help with my anxiety, 1 Year at ACA, 11 days vacation. :o) |
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